I will be back eventually

So I've not been well lately, in the brain that is. I have decided I need to get some help and once I'm back on the path to healthy I will get back on the weight loss wagon, back on the new life wagon and start living my life as awesomely as I deserve.

 

I would like to join in on Linda's 100 day challenge but I will be late as I can't start when I'm not well. Hopefully I will start before 2010!

 

Also, thankyou Cassie, you rock!

Not in Control

I'm going forwards and backwards at the moment, with weight loss and with life. I don't feel right, like everything is spiralling out of control, very slowly. I see myself as the guy from Austin Powers who gets crushed by the steam roller despite having a very long time to get out of the way. There's a breakdown on the horizon, I can see it, and if I don't start to do something soon to prevent it, it will happen. Will I really stand by and not move to protect myself when I can see the danger coming from far away?

 

Sorry, feeling quite introspective. Just Monday I was advising a friend to call me if she needs to talk to someone, to not let it build up until she can't let it out. I'm not taking my own advice. I feel like bottling it up, keeping it safe and all my own.